Baby Steps

Today was a double duty of a day. I went to work at the clinic and it was a non stressful position of work.
I got some homework done.
I got to catch up with coworkers I have not seen for a long time. Had cold chinese food for lunch too.

It was also payday. Its hard to believe I have only been back at the clinic for three weeks. It feels like I never left.

I called today and thursdays double duty because after clinic I had to come into work at GNC. It was very steady today. I was left with putting up new shipment away, thats AM shift.

I am wanting to hit the gym after work because its been about five days since I last worked out. I need to keep going otherwise all these supplement pills I am poping are for nothing.

.....my feet hurt.

Three more days til my handsome boyfriend returns. It seems like months. I guess I am obsess over him or just extremely attached to him.

We do everything together, he is my best friend. We have been arguing about be hanging out with certain people and about place to hang out. I totally of failed relationship I learned that I need to just be comfortable with myself and believe in the relationship I was in.

I feel this way now with my partner.

Several of my friends wanted me to go out and meet them downtown. My partner said he is ok with this. I am afraid of going because he will not be there by myside.