Waking Up

It feels like aeons since my last post. It seems like time has swept me off my feet.

Well my gym progress has basicly stopped by that is because of me. I have been sick with allergies, stress, and the lack of sleep.

I am feeling good right now considering the fact I am working two jobs for the past three weeks or so and I am still going to school two nights out of the week.

I realized my motivation is inside me but it's me stopping me because... I'm lazy.

I am going to try harder. Porn star harder, LOL.

Along with trying harder I really need to focus on school. My grades have been going down hill and I am not sure what my problem is besides not giving any effort.

I need to get a grip on things.

My partner has been out of town for several days now visiting family. Life seems very dull without him. Almost like colors are not as vibrant as they should be, and we are in spring and everything is blooming.

My best friend is moving out of my house and moving in with his BF. I wish him the best of luck and I hope be keeps his room clean there lol.

I made a pledge several weeks ago to start hanging out with my friends but I just can not find the time. There is so much going on that it is starting to feel overwhelming.

It might be time for a vacation to the beach. Even if its just for two days.

Its time to head to work at GNC. I have been awake since 6AM at the clinic. Wish me luck.