I eat to live, I eat because of boredom, I eat because I am happy, I eat because I am sad.

Today was a good day besides my mood swings lol personal joke. Work went well and I got to take my lunch break as well. So I had two sandwiches and a pickle..... yum pickles!

BUT after work I made myself some eggs and toast, them some turkey meat and cheese, following a lot of crackers.... oh why didnt I just have my protein shake instead?????

I was watching Star Gate SG1 and surfing facebook when I came across some ones profile .... I got pissed off and depressed at the same time.... I guess de-pissed???

Why can I not control my eating. The point is I am upset because I eat so much and realized to reach my goal is harder then my optimistic mine can understand.... IF I WANT TO TAKE A CRUISE TO AN ISLAND I NEED TO LOOK LIKE THESE GUYS...... help me lord, help me.